Nf - Mansion

^AmInsidious is blind inception ^FWhat's reality with all these questions? ^DmFeels like I missed my alarm and slept in^F Slept^G in ^AmBroken legs, but I chase perfection ^FThese walls are my blank expression ^DmMy mind is a home I'm trapped in ^FAnd it's lonely ^Ginside this mansion

Yo, my ^Ammind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics They're all ^Fover the place, there's songs in the mirrors Written all ^Dmover the floors, all over the chairs And you get the ^Funcut version of life when I ^Ggo downstairs That's where I w^Amrite when I'm in a bad place and need to release And let ^Fout the version of NF you don't wanna see I put h^Dmoles in the walls with both of my fists till they bleed You might get a ^Fglimpse of how I cope with all this ^Ganger in me Physically a^Ambused, now that's the room that I don't wanna be in That picture ain't ^Fblurry at all, I just don't wanna see it And these ^Dmwalls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna see 'em But why ^Fnot? I'm in here, so I ^Gmight as well read 'em I gotta ^Amthank you for this anger that I carry around Wish I could ^Ftake a match and burn this whole room to the ground Matter of ^Dmfact, I think I'ma burn this room right now Somehow, ^Fthis memory, for some reason, just w^Gon't burn down You used to ^Amput me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes Then took me d^Fownstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried Congratulat^Dmions, you'll always have a room in my mind But I'ma k^Feep the door shut and lock the l^Gyrics inside

I^Amnsidious is blind inception ^FWhat's reality with all these questions? ^DmFeels like I missed my alarm and slept in ^F And slept^G in ^AmBroken legs, but I chase perfection ^FThese walls are my blank expression ^DmMy mind is a home I'm trapped in ^FAnd it's lonely ins^Gide this mansion, inside this mansion

Yo, my m^Amind is a house with walls, covered in pain See, my prob^Flem is, I don't fix things, I just try to repaint Cover 'em ^Dmup, like it never happened, say, "I wish I could change" Are you conf^Fused? Come upstairs and I'll sho^Gw you what I mean This room's f^Amull of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems The moment ^FI walk into it's the same moment that I wanna leave I get s^Dmick to my stomach every time I look at these things But it's h^Fard to look past when this is the r^Goom where I sleep I look aro^Amund, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls Was the mom^Fent I realized that I was losing my mom One of the fi^Dmrst things I wrote was, "I wish I woulda called" But I should just s^Ftop now, we ain't got enough roo^Gm in this song And I re^Amgret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am And I li^Fe to myself and say I do the best that I can Shrug it of^Dmf like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands Then get t^Ficked off whenever I see it affe^Gcting my plans And I reg^Amret watchin' these trust issues eat me alive And at the ra^Fte I'm goin', they'll probably still be there when I die Congratul^Dmations, you'll always have a room in my mind The question i^Fs, will I ever clean the wa^Glls off in time?

I^Amnsidious is blind inception ^FWhat's reality with all these questions? ^DmFeels like I missed my alarm and slept in ^F And slep^Gt in ^AmBroken legs, but I chase perfection ^FThese walls are my blank expression ^DmMy mind is a home I'm trapped in ^FAnd it's lonely insi^Gde this mansion, inside this mansion

So this p^Amart of my house, no one's been in it for years I built a s^Fafe room and I don't let no one in there 'Cause if I ^Dmdo, there's a chance that they might disappear And not come b^Fack, and I admit, I am em^Gotionally scared To let a^Amnyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked You might get other d^Foors to open up, but this door's not 'Cause I don't wa^Dmnt you to have the opportunity to hurt me And I'll be the only pe^Frson that I can blame when you des^Gert me I'm barricaded in^Amside, so stop watchin' I'm not coming to the do^For, so stop knockin', stop knockin' I'm tr^Dmapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in I cho^Fse this, I am l^Gost in my own conscience I know that ^Amshuttin' the world out ain't solvin' the problem But I didn't bui^Fld this house because I thought it would solve 'em I bu^Dmilt it because I thought that it was safer in there But it's not^F, I'm not the only thing that's ^Glivin' in here Fear came^Am to my house years ago, I let him in Maybe that's the pr^Foblem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since I thought that he would ^Dmleave, but it's obvious, he never did He must have p^Ficked a room and got comfortable and se^Gttled in Now I'm in a posi^Amtion, it's either sit here and let 'em win Or put him ba^Fck outside where he came from, but I never can 'Cause in ord^Dmer to do that, I'd have to open the doors Is that ^Fme or the fear talking? I don't k^Gnow anymore