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AmInsidious is blind inception FWhat's reality with all these questions? DmFeels like I missed my alarm and slept inF (slept in) AmBroken legs but I chase perfection FThese walls are my blank expression MyDm mind is a home I'm trapped in AndF it's lonely inside this mansion
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AmYo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics They're alFl over the place, there's songs in the mirrors Written all oveAmr the floors, all Fover the chairs And you get the uncut vGersion of life when I go downstairs That's where IAm write when I'm in a bad place and need to release And let Fout the version of NF you don't want to see I putDm holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed You might get a glimpse of howF I cope with all this Ganger in me PhGysically abused, now that's tAmhe room that I don't want to be in That picture ain't Fblurry at all, I just don't want to see it And these Dmwalls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em But why nFot? I'm in here, so I Gmight as well read 'em I gotta thAmank you for this anger that I carry around Wish FI could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground Matter of fact I thinkF#m I'm a burn this rooFm right now So now this memory foGr some reason just won't come down You used toAm put me in the corner, so you could see theF fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried
DmCongratulations, you'll always have a room in myF mind But I'm a keep the door shut and lock Gthe lyrics insiAmde
(Repeat chorus) [Verse 2 - NF:]
AmYo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain See my problem Fis I don't fix things I just try to repaint, cDmover em up, like it never happen Say I wish I could change. Are you cFonfused?
Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
This room's fuAmll of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems The moment I waFlk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave IDm get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things But iFt's hard to look past when this is the room F#mwhere I sleep DmI look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls WFas the moment I realized that I was losing my mom And one of the fDmirst things I wrote was IF was shot with a call But I should just stop now, wGe ain't got enough room in this song And I regret Amthe fact that I struggled trying toF find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it's out of my hands
Then get ticked off whenever I see iGt affecting my plans And I regret wAmatching these trust issues Feat me alive
And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die
DmCongratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind TFhe question is: Will I ever clean the wGalls off in time?
(repeat chorus) [Verse 3 - NF:]
SAmo this part of my house, F#mno one's been in it for years IF built the safe room and I don't let no one in there Cause iDmf I do, there's a chance That they might disappear and noFt come back And I admit I am emotiGonally scared to leAmt anyone inside
So I just leave my doors locked
You might gFet other doors to open up but this doors not Cause I don't want yoDmu to have the opportunity to hurt me And I'll be thFe only person that I can blame when you Gdesert me
I'm barricaded inside
So sAmtop watching IF'm not coming to the door
So stop knocking, stop knocking
AmI'm trapped here God keep saying I'm noFt locked in
I chose this
IG am lost in my own conscious I know that shuttiCng the wall down ain't Fsolving the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em
AmI built it because I thoughFt that it would be safer in there But it's not, I'm nGot the only thing that's living in here AmFear came to my house years ago I let 'em in FMaybe that's the problem
Cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I thought that hDme would leave, but it's obvious Fhe never did He must have picked the room and got Gcomfortable and settled in Now I'm in the Amposition it's either sit here and let him win Or pFut him back outside where he came from, but CI never can DmCause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors FIs that me or the fear talking?
I don't know anymore Instrumental: Am F Dm F Am F Dm
AmIt's lonely F InDmside this mansion