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(Chorus)
AmInsidious is blind inception
FWhat's reality with all these questions?
DmFeels like I missed my alarm and slept inF (slept in)
AmBroken legs but I chase perfection
FThese walls are my blank expression
MyDm mind is a home I'm trapped in
AndF it's lonely inside this mansion
(Instrumental Am F )
AmYo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics
They're alFl over the place, there's songs in the mirrors
Written all oveAmr the floors, all Fover the chairs
And you get the uncut vGersion of life when I go downstairs
That's where IAm write when I'm in a bad place and need to release
And let Fout the version of NF you don't want to see
I putDm holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed
You might get a glimpse of howF I cope with all this Ganger in me
PhGysically abused, now that's tAmhe room that I don't want to be in
That picture ain't Fblurry at all, I just don't want to see it
And these Dmwalls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em
But why nFot? I'm in here, so I Gmight as well read 'em
I gotta thAmank you for this anger that I carry around
Wish FI could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
Matter of fact I thinkF#m I'm a burn this rooFm right now
So now this memory foGr some reason just won't come down
You used toAm put me in the corner, so you could see theF fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried
DmCongratulations, you'll always have a room in myF mind
But I'm a keep the door shut and lock Gthe lyrics insiAmde
(Repeat chorus)
[Verse 2 - NF:]
AmYo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain
See my problem Fis I don't fix things
I just try to repaint, cDmover em up, like it never happen
Say I wish I could change. Are you cFonfused?
Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
This room's fuAmll of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
The moment I waFlk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave
IDm get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
But iFt's hard to look past when this is the room F#mwhere I sleep
DmI look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls
WFas the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
And one of the fDmirst things I wrote was IF was shot with a call
But I should just stop now, wGe ain't got enough room in this song
And I regret Amthe fact that I struggled trying toF find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it's out of my hands
Then get ticked off whenever I see iGt affecting my plans
And I regret wAmatching these trust issues Feat me alive
And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die
DmCongratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
TFhe question is: Will I ever clean the wGalls off in time?
(repeat chorus)
[Verse 3 - NF:]
SAmo this part of my house, F#mno one's been in it for years
IF built the safe room and I don't let no one in there
Cause iDmf I do, there's a chance
That they might disappear and noFt come back
And I admit I am emotiGonally scared to leAmt anyone inside
So I just leave my doors locked
You might gFet other doors to open up but this doors not
Cause I don't want yoDmu to have the opportunity to hurt me
And I'll be thFe only person that I can blame when you Gdesert me
I'm barricaded inside
So sAmtop watching
IF'm not coming to the door
So stop knocking, stop knocking
AmI'm trapped here
God keep saying I'm noFt locked in
I chose this
IG am lost in my own conscious
I know that shuttiCng the wall down ain't Fsolving the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em
AmI built it because I thoughFt that it would be safer in there
But it's not, I'm nGot the only thing that's living in here
AmFear came to my house years ago I let 'em in
FMaybe that's the problem
Cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I thought that hDme would leave, but it's obvious Fhe never did
He must have picked the room and got Gcomfortable and settled in
Now I'm in the Amposition it's either sit here and let him win
Or pFut him back outside where he came from, but CI never can
DmCause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors
FIs that me or the fear talking?
I don't know anymore
Instrumental: Am F Dm F Am F Dm
AmIt's lonely F
InDmside this mansion