Vnv Nation - Rubicon

Praying for my^Cmself. These thoughts I try to hide. I have ^G7faith in me and hope this will survive. But it's tearing me a^Abpart. I can't hear the ^Cmwords by which I guide. So I must ^G7ask again who will carry m^Cme.

I cannot de^Cmny that nothing can defend from the h^G7elplessness that's cutting deep inside, and I can't pre^Abvent the thought that nothing's r^Cmeal. Seems I'm waiting y^G7ears for this day to e^Cmnd.

The strength I need to f^Cmeel, the pride inside of me, Are not th^G7ere behind the face that's staring back at me. The anger and the p^Abain of knowing where I a^Cmm. I have come so f^G7ar and I cannot ret^Cmurn.

Nothing I can ^Abdo that I have not d^Cmone. No words I can ^G7say. No truth left that I can see. So must I let this ^Abend so everything falls a^Cmpart. Before I live the l^G7ife as I have always d^Cmone. Tell me what to d^Abo so I do nothing w^Cmrong. Something I can h^Abope for. Something real that ^CmI can see. So nothing falls a^Abpart. So that it does not ^Cmend. I cannot re^G7turn. I can't start a^Cmgain.