Spanish Love Songs - The boy considers his haircut

My d^Bad says that I’d probably have more fans

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If I could learn to sing about some happier shit

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Instead of wallowing in my shortcomings

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My gross insecurities, be less narcissistic Maybe show some hum^Bility

My m^Bom sighs “wow” from under her breath She wonders,^G#m how the hell I can live like this My s^Ehelf life, it expired months ago But I keep tr^F#icking the ones I claim to l^Eove into these ^F#situa^Btions

^BLike I’m walking backwards ^Ethese wasted years ^BI’m walking backwards ^Ethese wasted years ^G#mAnd still n^Eobody k^F#nows my n^G#mame My shitty s^Eongs, or my c^F#hubby f^G#mace I want to k^Enow how to ^F#be ok^G#may Do the things that people ^Edo to find a ^F#home in the ^C#mend

^C#m'Cause I’ve lived my whole life so af^Eraid of getting hurt That I’ve never really b^Been hurt I’ve never really b^G#meen hurt And the ^C#mbest I can hope Is to zone out in a r^Eoom ^EFull of people that I don’t know On a h^Bospital bed Is that too ^G#mobvious? I can ^C#msay I want to heal, I can s^Eay I want to change But really ^B

^BWell, I want to wake up and maybe be b^Eetter I want to come through and not be second g^Buessed I want to find the money to fix my n^Eose ^EAnd learn to breathe without pacing I don’t want to be depressed^G#m I want to find a h^Eaircut that f^F#its me That h^G#masn’t been co-opted by N^Eazis I’ll s^F#ettle for some r^G#mest, I want to move ^Eon I want to f^F#eel more imp^G#mortant I’m trying to be f^Eine I swear I’m t^F#rying to be my b^Best ^BWell, I want to wake up and maybe be b^Eetter I want to come through and not be second g^Buessed I want to find the money to fix my n^Eose ^ESo I can sing without pacing I don’t want to be depressed ^G#m I want to find a h^Eaircut that f^F#its me That h^G#masn’t been stolen by N^Eazis I’ll s^F#ettle for some r^G#mest I'm trying to move ^Eon I'm trying to f^F#eel more im^G#mportant I want to be f^Eine I swear I’m t^F#rying to be my b^Best

^BI’m walking backwards ^Ethese wasted years ^BI’m walking backwards ^Ethese wasted years ^G#mAnd still n^Eobody k^F#nows my ^G#mname My shitty s^Eongs, or my c^F#hubby f^G#mace I want to k^Enow how to ^F#be ok^G#may Do the things that people ^Edo to find a ^F#home in the e^Bnd