Spanish Love Songs - El nino considers his failures

N.C.

Obsessed with my success and other people’s ages

N.C.

Don’t need to tell you that I’m jaded

N.C.

Stopping at a Waffle House off of 85

N.C.

I haven’t moved an inch since I was seventeen

N.C.

Maybe my gut’s a little bigger And my shirts don’t fit right anymore ^C What’s the point of pushing ^Amon anymore? ^GI’m always tired or maybe I^F’m always bored I was t^Cold that I’d be fine when I got o^Amld But now I’m thinking that’s a l^Gie So I down these fries before they g^Fet too cold

And if ^CI can’t feel love ^G in the p^Flaces I call home ^AmCan I feel a^Gnything in g^Feneral? Is it m^Ce? Can I get through this? ^G Is there a w^Fay to wash it out or is this s^Amtain permane^Gnt? ^{F C}

I watch my double des^Ccend into the Echo with me He’s got a c^Amraft beer in one hand and a p^Gocket full of Molly Everyone’s a^Flways a few deep They mash up p^Cop songs I’ve never heard But I know the m^Amelody Now his hands are up in the a^Gir like everything’s a p^Fossibility Fifteen years o^Cn and I still hate this I bet even h^Ame’d call me a friend Because I’m the o^Gnly one stuck living like this ^FAlone in my own head It f^Ceels like ECT has cor^Amrupted my core memory I’ve been h^Gere before and I’ll be here when e^Fverybody goes

If ^CI can’t feel love ^G in the p^Flaces I call home ^AmCan I feel a^Gnything in g^Feneral? Is it m^Ce? Can I get through this? ^G Is there a w^Fay to wash it out or is this s^Amtain permane^Gnt? ^F

^AmAnd I’m only w^Faking up ^CBecause the sun’s too st^Grong for my c^Amheap blinds Head f^For the couch ^C and think somed^Gay there’ll be a s^Amign Why can’t I a^Fct my age ^C or find a w^Gay to go to w^Amork? ^{F C G} To p^Amay the r^Fent on this d^Cark space ^AmSpruce it ^Fup and put some p^Caint on the walls ^AmI'll try to cl^Fean at least e^Cvery other week Unpack the b^Amoxes And p^Gut away the m^Fess eventually ^C