Sorority Noise - Mononokay

What does it mean to be hap^F#py? And am I getting bet^C#ter? I used to make ex^D#mcuses for myself but it's not the weat^A#7her I've tried to rid my^F#self of my anxious te^C#ndencies But I have to acc^D#mept my head for what it is to me^A#7 I'm not super h^F#uman Well I'm barely ali^C#ve But I would kill to le^D#mave my house and not be afraid of th^A#7e outside So I started thi^F#nking It'd be so^C# nice To not have trouble sl^D#meeping I haven't slept in ^A#7nights

^G#mSo I called to apolo^F#gize For every ni^G#mght I told you I didn't want to ^F#live my life ^G#mBut I hung u^F#p Before you pic^G#mked up Cause I changed my ^F#mind

I know more about pl^F#ants Than I know about m^C#yself And if giving up^D#m doesn't make you stronger then why the he^A#7ll am I still here? Call me d^F#epressed And tell me to get ove^C#r it It's not in my he^D#mad And it's in my bl^A#7ood

^G#mSo I called to apolog^F#ize For every nig^G#mht I told you I didn't want to li^F#ve my life ^G#mBut I hung u^F#p Before you could p^G#mick up Cause I changed my mi^F#nd

And I've gotten b^F#etter at getting b^C#etter And I've gotten b^D#metter at getting better At being ^A#7me

I've gotten b^F#etter at getting b^C#etter And I've gotten b^D#metter at being ^A#7me [x2]

At being m^F#e