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Tuning: E A D G B E
[Verse]
C#I've been feeling suicidal and if I need remind you It's not becoming of my F#heart and my brain I was G#thinking about how great it would be If I could make the F#tightness in my chest go away
[Verse]
It's been a C#while since I've seen God and I'm not trying to lead him G#on F# But he's always trying to G#fuck me to the tune of my favorite F#song
[Chorus]
F#And they're playing the 5G#9th sound in heaven While the angels were F#drinking up whiskey and cokes It's G#hard to freeze your anxieties When yourF# best friends torching your coat, C#your coat
[Instrumental] C# G# F# C# F# G# F# A#m x2 [Verse]
C#Drop that phone, drink a glass of water C#And call me when you get in your bed I've G#seen inside your head and I'm doing The C#surgery on the parts that still wish you were dead
[Bridge 1]
C#'Cause I've lost too many A#mfriends so I'll say it G#again And again and again and again and C#again and again and again and again
[Bridge 2]
G#I'm not trying to say it's easy but I'm F#trying to say it's fine I've G#still got your demons and C#they're not gonna be leaving any F#time F#Any time C#soon F#Any time C#soon F#Any time C#soon F#Any time C#soon A A#m G# G#I'm not trying to say it's easy but D#I'm trying to say it's fine F# C# A
[Outro]
FmSince I was thirteen I had depression and I had a difficult time Fmcomprehending the things D#that I wanted to be and I lived D#a very happy life and I was turning eighteen and I was doing D#everything I could to Fmtry to make myself feel better but I felt an absence, FmI felt like I needed to die, I felt like nothing existed and F#I felt that I wasn't F#worthwhile breathing the same air as the ones I loved and my family, and then it F#came to the Bbmpoint where I started losing friends who had the same fucking ideas as Bbmmyself but I have to be strong and I have to Alive my life as a continuation of theirs Alost and I have to do everything in my D#fucking power to be the person that I can be D#and live my life the best way I fucking can and some days it's F#so hard to fucking stand and fucking stand and fucking stand and C#fucking stand G#