Rodney Crowell - I hardly know how to be myself

^F#Go out and hear a band at some ^D#mclub downtown ^BWalk home in the rain and let it ^F#soak me down ^F#Smile and shuffle past all the ^D#mfaces at the door ^BI hardly know how to be m^F#yself anymore ^F#I wonder where you are Do I ^D#mexist for you ^BIf that pain that never quits Ever ^F#gets you too ^F#I think about my life and what it's ^D#mheaded for ^BI hardly know how to be ^F#myself anymore ^BI know how to ^C#chase the ^D#mnight away ^BShow no feelings by the l^F#ight of the day ^BI know how to ^C#keep it ^D#mall intact ^BTears may fall but there's no ^C#holding back ^F#Time runs by me like a ^D#mriver cold ^BIt sends a shiver way down^F# in my soul I see my past just like a ^D#mmask I wore ^BI hardly know how to be ^F#myself anymore

^BI know how to ^C#face the ^D#mnight alone ^BAnd keep my distance on the ^F#telephone ^BI know how to get ^C#my crying^D#m done and ^Btears may fall But I don't ^C#show no one ^F#I go out and hear a band at some ^D#mclub on down the street ^BI shake the hands of all the ^F#people that I meet ^F#I hope they find just what they're ^D#mlooking for ^BI hardly know how to be m^F#yself anymore ^BI hardly know how to be m^F#yself anymore ^BI hardly know how to be m^F#ysel