Phemiec - Friendleader

^BbThere will be no soft sounds th^Dmis time ^Bbno arms, not mine at least ^{C Bb}should’ve expect this, I g^Dmuess, no^Bb “shh” can sooth your beas^Ct and^Bb it was my problem once, ^Dm that viole^Bbnce inside your eyes ^{C Bb}bright red and high with death and ^Dmpie, and ra^Bbge that never dies ^C

and I^Bb used to blame myself^Dm, then I blamed everybody else^Bb, but never you ^{Dm Gm}cause you were just ^Fa messed up kid, ^Gmwho’d step in it, ^Fget scared and sit, ^Gmand pray for ^Bbgoats and gods who would ^Dmknow what to forbid and w^Bbhen you would reach ^Dmout, well I’d ^Bbrun my big mean m^Dmouth and make it worse ^GmAnd maybe I deserve that hurt, ^F destruction of ^Gmmy universe, ^{F Gm}so if you’ve ^Bbgotta beat some^Dmbody up don’t make it her.

I’m ^Bbsorry, I messe^Dmd up, I’m not a ^Bbleader any^Dmmore. I’m ^Bbsorry, I messe^Dmd up, I’m not a ^Bbleader. Not a ^Dmleader. Not a l^Bbeader, f^Dmriend.

^BbNo more attempts to ^Dmmake you see, I ^Bbtried, he succeeded, oh w^Cell but ^Bbwhat I can say to a ^Dmgirl who’d play with a ^Bbnoose of excuses unt^Cil her ^Bbbig wicked grin disap^Dmpears in the smoke, and ^Bbcrack goes the rope pulled tr^Cue I know e^Bbnough about doubt, and h^Dmating myself, to^Bb tell that you now know it ^Ctoo

and ^BbI used to blame my^Dmself, then I blamed e^Bbverybody el^Dmse, including you ^Gmbut you were p^Ferfect as you were ^Gmall angled out,^F a blinding blur ^Gmso bright and ^Bbbeautiful, and ^Dmclever, yeah for sure But w^Bbhen you would reach ^Dmout, well I’d ^Bbrun my big mean m^Dmouth and make a mess ^GmAnd now it’s ^Fmy turn to confes^Gms ^GmI wasn’t there,^F I didn’t guess ^Gm that you were ^Bbslipping, ‘till you ^Dmtripped right off the edge

I’m ^Bbsorry, I messe^Dmd up, I’m not a^Bb leader anym^Dmore. I’m ^Bbsorry, I messe^Dmd up, I’m not a ^Bbleader. Not a ^Dmleader. Not a l^Bbeader…. (no more, I’m no^Dmt a leader any more, no more!)

^Bb Said a thousands words^Gm but they never helped ^Dm I hid my ^Fscars from you out of shame ^Bb Took up the cause^Gm, Yeah I took the helm ^Dm But I’m not the^F only one who’s changed ^Bb I knew you first^Gm, I knew you best ^Dm I wish I’d ^Fstopped it way back then ^Bb when things were bad^Gm, but they still made sense ^Dm when we were kids,^F when we were friends.

^{Bb Dm} Friendl^Dmeaders ^{F Bb Gm} Friend^Dmleaders… ^F