Olivia Rodrigo - The grudge

I have ^Gnightmares each week 'bout that ^G/F#Friday in May One ^Gphone call from you and my en^G/F#tire world was changed ^EmTrust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers Took ^Emeverything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers And I ^Gdoubt you ever think about the ^G/F#damage that you did But I ^Ghold onto every detail like my ^G/F#life depends on it ^EmMy undying love, now I hold it like a grudge Now I ^Emhear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough

And I ^Ctry to be tough, but I wanna scream How could anybody do the things you did so easily? And I ^Gsay I don't care, I say that I'm fine But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for ^Amso long It takes ^Emstrength to forgive, but I ^Ddon't feel^C strong

The ^Garguments that I've won a^G/F#gainst you in my head In the ^Gshower, in the car, and in the ^G/F#mirror before bed Yeah, I'm so ^Emtough when I'm alone, and I make you feel so guilty And I ^Emfantasize about a time you're a little fuckin' sorry And I ^Gtry to understand why you would ^G/F#do this all to me You ^Gmust be insecure, you must be ^G/F#so unhappy And I ^Emknow, in my heart, hurt people, hurt people And we ^Emboth drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal

And I ^Ctry to be tough, but I wanna scream How could anybody do the things you did so easily? And I ^Gsay I don't care, I say that I'm fine But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for ^Amso long It takes ^Emstrength to for^Dgive, but ^CI don't feel ^Gstrong

^EmOoh, ooh-ooh, do you ^Amthink I de^Cserved it all? ^EmOoh, ooh-ooh, your ^Amflower's filled with ^Cvitriol You ^Dbuilt me up to watch me fall You ^Dhave everything, and you still want more

I ^Ctry to be tough, I try to be mean But ^Ceven after all this, you're still everything to me And I ^Gknow you don't care, I guess that that's fine But ^Gyou know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for ^Amso long It takes ^Emstrength to for^Dgive, but I'm not ^Cquite sure I'm ^Dthere yet It takes ^Emstrength to for^Dgive, but ^{C G}