Noah Kahan - Growing sideways

So I t^G*ook my medication and I po^Bm*ured my trauma out On some s^C*ad-eyed middle aged man's over-priced new leather couch And we a^Em*rgued about Jesus, finally fo^G*und some middle ground I said I^C'm cured

And I've d^Givvied up my anger into t^Bmhirty separate parts Keep the b^Cad shit in my liver and the rest around my heart I'm still a^Emngry at my parents for what th^Geir parents did to them But it's a s^Ctart

But I ignore t^Emhings and I move si^Gdeways Till I f^Corget what I felt in the first pl^Gace At the end of the d^Cay I know there are wo^Grse ways to stay alive ^D

'Cause everyone's g^Emrowing And everyone's h^Gealthy I'm terrifie^Cd that I might never have met ^Gme Oh, if my en^Cgine works perfect on em^Gpty I guess I'll dr^Dive I guess I'll dr^Give

So I forg^Got my medication Fell i^Bmnto a manic high Spent my s^Cavings at a Lulu

Why is p^Emain so damn impatient Ain't like it's g^Got a place to be Keeps rushing ^Cme

But I ignore t^Emhings and I move si^Gdeways Till I f^Corget what I felt in the first pl^Gace At the end of the d^Cay I know there are wo^Grse ways to stay alive ^D

'Cause everyone's g^Emrowing And everyone's h^Gealthy I'm terrifie^Cd that I might never have met ^Gme Oh, if my en^Cgine works perfect on em^Gpty I guess I'll dr^Dive

And if a^Cll my life was wa^Gsted I don't m^Emind, I'll watch it g^Do It's be^Ctter to die nu^Gmb than feel it all^D Oh, if al^Cl my time was was^Gted I don't m^Emind, I'll watch it g^Do Yeah it^C's better to d^Gie numb than feel i^Dt all

But I ignore t^Em*hings and I move si^G*deways Till I forg^C*et what I felt in the first pl^G*ace At the end of the d^C*ay Lord knows there are ^G*worse ways to stay alive ^D

'Cause everyone's g^Emrowing And everyone's h^Gealthy I'm terrifie^Cd that I might never have met ^Gme Oh, if my en^Cgine works perfect on em^Gpty I guess I'll dr^Dive I guess I'll dr^Give