Misc Originals - Reed is unavailable - waste of space

Invasive ^Cthoughts ^EClouding my mind ^AmPushing and pulling 'til I'm losing complete ^G*Track of time ^G*

^C*Everything's always In^E* my head ^Am*Convincing me that I'm B^G*etter off dead

^C*Or that something is hiding ^E*In my room ^Am*My monthly mental ^G*Checkup is due

^CStrange ^Eplaces Strange ^Amfaces High on ^Ginsecurities ^CLooking ^Eup then Looking ^Amdown Can't focus on ^Ganything I see ^COut of ^Eluck I'm so messed ^Amup The only problem is ^Gme

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Always comparing My ^Cbody ^ETo people that ^Amlook Nothing like me ^G*

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But it's the only thing I ^Csee ^E Because I want a ^Am*pretty face

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And a small waist I don't ^G*wanna be a waste of space ^{G* G*}

^CStrange ^Efaces Strange ^Amplaces High on ^Gstrong anxiety ^CLooking ^Eup then Looking ^Amdown I see everything that ^GI want to be ^COut of ^Eluck I'm so messed ^Amup My only problem is m^Ge

^AmIt's the reason I fall down The ^Greason I shut people out Becau^Cse it's just so loud

But I don't w^Amant to succumb To ^Gjust being numb Just ^Clet me let it out

^CStrange ^Eplaces Strange ^Amfaces High on ^Gimmaturity ^CLooking up and ^Edown and all around I'll ^Am*Never be what I've always w^G*anted to be ^COut of ^Eluck Just so messed ^Amup And it's

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all because of m^Ce ^{E Am G C}Me^{E Am G}