Misc Originals - Max utendorf - the monsters

^BmSee... This is why I ^Gact. It’s a ^Emconstant show of “touch and go” and I ^Dsus2know I can’t turn ^Aback.

I ^Ctry to break through the walls built up ^Ginside. ^AmEmotions mean nothing if you ^Falways try to ^Ghide.

But ^BmI Want to show you my true ^Gself. In ^Emhope that you can pull me out from my ^Dsus2own mental ^Ahell.

I ^Ctry to break through the walls built up ^Ginside. ^AmEmotions mean nothing if you ^Fhaven’t rea^Glized…

^AmI see the world through different ^Feyes. ^CI wake up just to put on the ^Gsame old disguise. ^AmI’m trying my best to cope d^Fay by day. But my ^Cheart always seems to ^Gget in the way.

^BmStay. I’m too ^Gscared to be alone. I ^Emfear that if you leave, my ^Fheart will turn to ^Gstone.

I ^Ctry to sleep but the monsters come at ^Gnight. ^AmDeath seems easier when you ^Fknow you’ll lose the ^Gfight..

^AmMaybe it was never meant to ^Fbe. Or ^Cmaybe I’m drowning in what I ^Gcannot see. ^AmThe monsters come and stay, but never ^Fleave. ^CEven after the sun comes up in the ^Gmorning.

^BmPlease. Don’t let them ^Ghurt me. I just ^Bmwant to stay with you until my heart stops ^Gchurning. My m^Find is crumbling and my heart is set on ^Cfire. My ^Gsoul is lost and I’m falling far ^Bmbehind. There's a ^Bmgun to my head but no hand to pull the ^Gtrigger. So ^Fmany empty ^Cspaces, yet I can^G never find the time.

^BmMaybe if I just stopped to think, I could ^Gfigure out if my life has a meaning. The ^Emmonsters still keep me up all night. And there is ^Dsus2no one there to ^Ahold me tight. ^BmTell me if you will catch my fall. Or ^Gtell me you don’t care at all. I ^Emneed to know before I sink If there ^Dsus2was a point to all this ^Aoverthinking.

I ^Ctry to sleep but the monsters come at ^Gnight. I’ll either ^Amfake again tomorrow or ^Fdie alone of ^Gfright.

I ^Amsee the world through different ^Feyes. I ^Cwake up tomorrow just to put on the ^Gsame old disguise. I’m ^Amtrying my best to cope ^Fday by day. But my ^Cheart always seems to ^Gget in the way.