Julien Baker - Even

^A#m When is it to^C#o many times To ^A#mtell you that I think of you e^C#very night I ^F#don't want to make it h^D#m7ard on yo^A#mu So I could be c^C#ruel ^A#m Yeah, I could m^C#ake you hate me ^F# Would that make it e^D#m7asy? ^{A#m C#}

^A#m Did you think I forg^C#ot ^A#m The firew^C#orks, the black eye? ^F# Trading blows on the fo^D#m7urth of July^F# But you were right, I was ^D#m7*asking for it

^A#m I always ^C#am It's no ^A#mgood if the pain doesn't m^C#ake you feel like you ea^F#rned it And I probably dese^D#m7rved it ^{A#m C#}

'Cause ^F#all you ever say is "^A#mWhat's the po^C#int; is ^F#anybody there to ^A#mhelp me ^C#now?" It's ^F#not that I think I'm ^A#mgood I ^C#know that I'm e^F#vil I guess I was ^F#*trying to even it out ^{A#m C# A#m C#}

^A#m Isn't that what you w^C#ant ^A#m For me to be m^C#iserable like y^F#ou? Well brother, you're a^D#m7*bout to get your w^A#mish Putting my ^C#fist through the ^A#mplaster in the bathroom of a ^C#Motel 6 ^F# I must have pictured it ^F#/C#all a t^D#m7housand t^F#imes I swear to God I ^F#/C#think I'm ^D#m7gonna di^F#e I know you were ^F#/C#right I ^D#m7can't be fi^F#xed, so help me ^{A#m C# A#m C#}

'Cause ^F#all you ever say is "^A#mWhat's the po^C#int; is ^F#anybody there to ^A#mhelp me ^C#now?" It's ^F#not that I think I'm ^A#mgood I ^C#know that I'm e^F#vil I guess I was ^F#*trying to even it out