Julien Baker - Appointments

^CI'm staying in tonight^F I won't stop you from leaving^Am I know that I'm not what you ^Fwanted, am I?^C Wanted someone who I used to be ^Flike Now you think I'm not trying^Am But don't argue, its not worth the ^Feffort to lie^C You don't wanna bring it up^F And I already know how it l^Amooks You don't have to remind me so much how I ^Fdisappoint you^C

So trust that I talked to somebody a^Fgain That knows how to help me get better, un^Amtil then I should just try not to miss any^Fmore appointments ^C Ooo^Fo ^AM Oo^Foo

^CI think if I ruin this,^F that I know I can live with it ^AmNothing turns out like I pictured it Maybe the ^Femptiness is just a lesson in canvases^C I think if I fail again,^F that I know you're still listening ^AmMaybe it's all gonna turn out alright and I ^Fknow that it's not But I have to believe that it i^Cs

I have to believe that it ^Fis I have to believe that it ^Amis ^N.C.(I have to believe it, I have to believe it.) (And I know that it's not gonna turn out alright.) I have to believe that it is^F

^CAnd when I tell you that it ^Fhurts, how it's far from my benefit ^AmMaybe it's all gonna turn out alright, oh I ^Fknow that it's not But I have to believe that it ^Cis