Joanna Sternberg - This is not who i want to be

^CRain pouring down my h^Amead pounds from the sound I'm st^Fuck to the bed with br^Cain zaps in my head I c^Aman't fall asleep I c^Emannot stay awake I cr^Fy till I weep I sh^Giver and I sh^Cake

I th^Cink of you I t^Emhink of you I th^Fink of you it's a^Cll that I can do And l^Amord knows I try I'm t^Emrying hard to change I wi^Fsh I knew why I always st^Gay the s^Came

T^Chis is n^Got who I w^Fant ^Gto ^Cbe ^G T^Amhis is ^Emnot who I w^Fant ^Gto ^Cbe ^{G Am}I am s^Emlowly ki^Flling me ^{G Am}No, This is ^Emnot who I w^Fant ^G to ^Cbe ^F

I w^Cish I was scared of po^Amison pi^Glls and p^Fain I w^Fish I was scared of da^Cmage to my brain But fi^Amnally I see I sh^Emould be scared of me How'd ^FI come to be my own worst e^Gne^Cmy?

T^Chis is not w^Gho ^FI want ^Gto ^Cbe T^Amhis is not who ^EmI w^Fant ^Gto ^Cbe ^AmI am s^Emlowly k^Fill^Ging ^Cme No, T^Amhis is ^Emnot who I wa^Fnt ^{G G}to ^Cbe