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Tuning: E A D G B E
[Intro] Gm F Bb Gm Bb [Pre-Chorus]
First GmI breathe in the smoke, then I exhale slow Til Bbthere's nothing else left but the ashes From all this Gmweed I blow to all Cmthese drinks I pour There Bbain't nothing else left but the ashes
[Chorus]
I feel like I Gmdon't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit) I feel like I Fdon't wanna feel shit (I don't Bbwanna feel shit) I feel like I Gmdon't wanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit) I feel like I Fdon't wanna feel shit (I don't Bbwanna feel shit)
[Post-Chorus]
And I can't be Gmsober when I'm alone A hundred missed Bbcalls in my phone I'm havin' withGmdrawals, leave me alone Leave me alone, BbI feel it in my bones, I hide it all inside
[Verse 1]
EbmI question myself, am I runnin' from something?, I put in the work, went from nothing to something FI still gotta deal with these fucked up assumptions BbI'm drunk when in public, still chuggin' and numbin' GmI was at rock bottom and I cried for help, So I had to take a break just to find myself BbNever been to Heaven, spent some time in Hell, Inside my shell, revenge what I'm tryna smell GmI know it's all my fault, I'm the one to blame, Instead of facin' those fears, I would run away FCouldn't tell apart all the love and hate So fuck Bbthe fame, I guess it's my drug of taste I Gmgotta clear my head and just hit restart, Just did 25 shows and there's 15 more BbWhen the cycle repeats, it won't get me far, So I hide my pain deep within these scars GmI got everybody sayin' I deserve to win, But is it worth the regret? Is it worth the sins? It hurts Fwithin, I'm thinkin' bout Bbmy worth again, I had to swim across the water 'cause I burnt the bridge So I Gmtry to get by, but I hide shit inside, And I act like I'm havin' the time of my life And I Bbcan't see the darkness if I'm in the light, So if silence is golden then I'll be all right
[Pre-Chorus]
First GmI breathe in the Cmsmoke, then I exhale slow Til Bbthere's nothing else left but the ashes From all this Gmweed I blow to all these drinks I pour CmThere ain't Bbnothing else left but the ashes
[Chorus]
I feel like I don't Gmwanna feel Cmshit (I don't wanna feel shit) I feel like I don't Fwanna feel shit (I don't Bbwanna feel shit) I feel like I don't Gmwanna feel shit (I don't Cmwanna feel shit) I feel like I don't Fwanna feel shit (I don't Bbwanna feel shit)
[Verse 2]
GmI been on the bottom with all of the maggots, I relapsed again and fell off the wagon FI guess I'm just hopin' that all of my habits BbWill finally help me to deal with the baggage I'm carryin' GmThis life of sin I'm thinkin' again of all of the friends I ended up Fburyin' All of the dreams that I done Bbseen perishin', Man, it's imperative I change the narrative GmKnow what is wrong, knew all along deep in my heart, I'm tryin' to fly FWhy does it feel like I'm dyin' to live, but at the same I'm tryin' to die? GmWon't you help me, Lord? I know I been selfish, Lord FI know I been wrong, but I feel like I been to Hell before GmI just pour another drink to try to take the pain away FWonderin', is today Bbthe day that I'ma change my ways? GmNo amount of cocaine could ever keep me numb From Fthe shit that I done done and Bbthe past I'm runnin' from
[Pre-Chorus]
First I Gmbreathe in the smoke, then I Cmexhale slow Til there's Fnothing else left but Bbthe ashes From all this Gmweed I blow to all these drinks I pour CmThere ain't Fnothing else left but the Bbashes
[Chorus]
I feel like I don't Cmwanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit) I feel like I don't Fwanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit) I feel like I don't Gmwanna feel shit (I don't wanna feel shit) I feel like I don't Fwanna feel shit (I don't Bbwanna feel shit)
[Post-Chorus]
And I can't be Gmsober when I'm alone A hundred Bbmissed calls in my phone I'm havin' withGmdrawals, leave me alone Leave me Bbalone, I feel it in my bones, BbI hide it all inside