Jeff Rosenstock - Im serious im sorry

^EI didn’t know that he got in a car crash ^AbmWe could have been friends, could have got married ^ACould have had grandkids, sent them to college ^AbmOr at least attended each other’s weddings.

^EI didn’t know that you stayed home for hours ^AbmCalling his parents asking for answers ^ASkipping your prom night, crying and praying ^AbmUp to a God that you never believed in.

^EMeghan held your body ^AbmWhile you were sobbing at the party ^AAnd I couldn’t leave the kitchen ^AbmI ingested too much poison

^EI wanted to tell you I know how it feels when ^AbmThe people you love just start disappearing ^AAshamed that you took their presence for granted ^AbmBut I didn’t want to seem condescending

^EI didn’t know that you’d relive the moment ^AbmThe doctor came out with a frown and a clipboard ^AAnd you wandered home with no ride feeling stupid ^AbmThat you thought that this was a regular visit

^EMeghan held your body ^AbmWhile you were sobbing at the party ^AAnd I couldn’t help from staring ^AbmAnd creating extra tension ^EMeghan held your body ^AbmWhile you were sobbing at the party ^AAnd I couldn’t leave the kitchen ^AbmI ingested too much poison

^DbmWere you supposed to not go to college? ^AStay in your mom’s house on the computer ^AbmGoogling grief cures, talking to no one ^BWaiting for life to start feeling better ^AWaiting for pain to not be a constant ^BWaiting to feel like anyone’s honest ^DbmWaiting for me to stop being sarcastic ^F#mBecause I can’t accept (because I can’t accept) Because I can’t accept all the bad things that happen

^EOh, I swear I’m sorry ^AbmThat I saw you at the party ^AThat I stood there saying nothing ^AbmWhile you wept before your new friends ^DbmOh, I’m serious, I’m sorry ^AOh, I’m serious, I’m sorry