Hello Saferide - X telling me about the loss of something dear at age 16

^CI looked up at the^G ceiling the entire ^Ftime ^FWell it didn’t last for^C long ^CLike 15 mi^Gnutes or so. They had sa^Fid it would hurt, but it didn’t ^CHis face all gru^Gmped up, veins were sho^Fwing on his forehead Closed my e^Cyes and thought of dan^Gcers, closed my e^Fyes and thought of dancers

^FI thought of what my fri^Cends would s^Gay ^FI thought of how my l^Cife would ch^Gange ^FI just laid real s^Ctill there on the b^Ged.

^CAfterwards I sai^Gd, like I hear you’re s^Fupposed to: ^F“Was it good for you as^C well” ^CHe was proud, said: ??^G?Ok we can do it^F again ^FBut maybe this time, you can do it b^Cetter than this ^{G F}You can do it better than this.” F C-G ^CI faked to c^Gome, because I hear you’re s^Fupposed to ^FThere was obviously something wr^Cong with me and I d^Gidn’t want him to^F know

^FI was afraid he’d have a^C heart^Gattack and^F die ^FI went to work at the sh^Coestore and w^Gaved him goodb^Fye ^FI felt sad, but I di^Cdn’t know^G why ^FDo you want those in ^Cred, I s^Gaid ^F250 with lac^Ces, I sa^Gid ^FYears later, I can st^Cill vision that fo^Grehead F C-G