Hello Saferide - X telling me about the loss of something dear at age 16

^AI looked up at the^E ceiling the entire ^Dtime ^DWell it didn't last for l^Aong ^ALike 15 mi^Enutes or so. They had sa^Did it would hurt, but it didn't ^AHis face all gru^Emped up, veins were sho^Dwing on his forehead Closed my e^Ayes and thought of dan^Ecers, closed my e^Dyes and thought of dancers

^DI thought of what my fri^Aends would s^Eay ^DI thought of how my l^Aife would ch^Eange ^DI just laid real s^Atill there on the b^Eed.

^AAfterwards I sai^Ed, like I hear you're sup^Dposed to: ^D"Was it good for you as w^Aell" ^AHe was proud, said: "O^Ek we can do it a^Dgain ^DBut maybe this time, you can do it b^Aetter than this ^{E D}You can do it better than this." D A-E ^AI faked to c^Eome, because I hear you're sup^Dposed to ^DThere was obviously something wr^Aong with me and I d^Eidn't want him to k^Dnow

^DI was afraid he'd have a h^Aeartat^Etack and d^Die ^DI went to work at the sh^Aoestore and w^Eaved him goodb^Dye ^DI felt sad, but I di^Adn't know w^Ehy ^DDo you want those in ^Ared, I s^Eaid ^D250 with lac^Aes, I sa^Eid ^DYears later, I can st^Aill vision that fo^Erehead D A-E