Flatsound - Learning to hate you as a self defense mechanism

^Cyou're on the phone with someone who doesn't know ^Cabout your soul and how it can't be held by flesh and bone ^Cand i guess that's fine i would never want you to ^Cstop your life but when i saw you both ^Cwith your shoulders touching sitting so close

^Ci knew i'd hold on to this feeling i'd hold on to anything at all ^Cwas it my fault because i easily confused you ^Cfor someone who would hold my hand when things got hard ^Cwhen things got dark because oh my god ^Cwhen they get dark they get so dark

^Cyou were always a shitty friend and you would leave when i got sick ^Cyou never called me on my birthday i want to call you on your birthday ^Cso i'll hold on to this feeling i'll hold on to this hate ^Cfor as long as i need for it to help me