Ethel Cain - Waco texas

^E My honey’s heart is ^Eblue and a second off^Asus2beat ^{Asus2 E} Always tugging at ^Eme like he’s running out of ^Asus2daylight ^{Asus2 E} Yeah, my baby acts ^Ecool but they all know something ^Asus2ain’t right, ain’t right ^{Asus2 E} Only acting this ^Ecool when he’s ^C#m7walking with me^{Asus2 Asus2 E} 199^E8 forever and a ^Asus2day I keep the pictures ^Asus2hanging where the world can see ‘em ^EI hope I die ^Etoday Save me from another ^Asus2late night of red eyes^{Asus2 E}But then the ^Emorning comes^Asus2 You were ^Asus2there looking for me but I ^E I was g^Eone, turned my ^C#m7back for a moment a^Asus2nd You had fallen ^Asus2apart

^E They’ve been promising the ^Elights as we beg for our lives ^Asus2 Selling pages of the time^Asus2s we’ve been waiting on ^E Now the weight’s too ^Emuch and I can’t hold you any^Asus2more ^{Asus2 E} How much of a cruel ^Eyear can you call my fault? ^Asus2 Not even the memories ^Asus2are immortal ^E Terrified on this ^Eside of a ^C#m7conversation ^Asus2 A conversation we’l^Asus2l never come back from ^E I’ll never live it d^Eown if I never get aro^Asus2und it Cause goddammit,^Asus2 I did it to myself in hindsight ^E I liked him cause his ^Erule was do whatever ^Asus2you like and I tried alright ^Asus2

^E I l^Eoved you when it hurt inside t^Asus2o ^Asus2 But in the ^Elow light ^EYou know I’d do a^C#m7nything for ^Asus2you ^Asus2

^E You know I’d ^Edo anyt^Asus2hing for you ^{Asus2 E} You know it’s ^Etrue cause I’ve said it to ^Asus2you ^{Asus2 E} Held in my ^Earms, I swore I^Asus2’d be good to you ^{Asus2 E} Then sat and ^Ewatched as you ^C#m7walked away from^Asus2 me ^Asus2

^EYeah, you’ve changed But did I ever know you?

Facing away from ^C#m7me The air in your ^A#room never ^Asus2moves Live and die by ^A#TV no one’s ^C#m7watching ^A# Do you^Asus2 hate me?^A# When this is ^C#m7over ^A# Maybe then we’ll get so^Asus2me sleep ^EI’ve been picking names for our ^Asus2children You’ve been wondering how you’re gonna ^C#m7feed them ^A#Love is not enough in this worl^Asus2d But ^A#I still ^C#m7believe i^A#n Nebraska d^Asus2reamin^A#g Cause I’d rather^C#m7 die ^A# Than be anything but you^Asus2r girl

^EI never meant to hurt you But somehow, I knew I ^Asus2would Will it be like this forever? (and ever? forever, and ever?)^{E E}I’d reach into your body And fix you if I ^Asus2could Will I feel like this forever? (and ever? forever, and ever?^C#m7) Are you ^A#angry? Do you ^Asus2hate me?^A# Darling, ^C#m7time may forg^A#ive me But I ^Asus2won’t

^EYou know I'd do any^Asus2thing for you^E You know it's true, 'cause I've said it to^Asus2 you ^C#m7 Held in my ^A#arms, I swore ^Asus2I'd be good to ^A#you (be good to you, be good to ^C#m7you...) Then sat and ^Ewatched As you walked away from^Asus2 me (from me...) So I ^Ebled til I cried, til I ^Asus2felt I might ^A#die To be ^Eknown the way you should Is to put yourself through ^Asus2hell Still I ^C#m7waited and t^Eried, til it k^Asus2illed me Cause you’re ^A#right I can wait if I ^C#m7want But it’ll never be ^A#good enough like I Want to believe it^Asus2 is (it is, it ^Eis...)^Asus2