Bleachers - I wanna get better

^Chey i hear the voice of a preacher from the back room ^Fcalling my name and i follow just to find you ^Ci trace the faith to a broken down tele^Gvision and put on the weather ^Cand i’ve trained myself to give up on the past ^Fcause i frozen time between hearses and caskets ^Clost control when i panicked at the acid test ^Gi wanna get better ^Cwhile my friends were getting high and chasing g^Firls down parkway lines i was losing my mind ^Ccause the love, the love, the love, the love, th^Ge love that i gave wasted on a nice face ^Cin a blaze of fear i put a helmet on a h^Felmet counting seconds through ^Cthe night and got carried away so now I’m standing on the ove^Grpass screaming at the cars hey I wanna get better ^Ci didn’t know i was lo^Fnely til i saw your face ^Ci wanna get bett^Ger ^Ci didn’t know i was br^Foken til i wanted to change ^Ci wanna get bett^Ger ^Ci go up to my room and there’s girls on the ceiling ^Fcut out their pictures and i chase that feeling ^Cof an eighteen year old, who didn’t know what loss was ^Gnow i’m a stranger ^Cand i miss the days of a life still permanent ^Fmourn the years before i^C got carried away

so now i’m staring at the inte^Grstate, screaming at myself hey i wanna get better ^Ccause I’m sleeping in ^Fthe back of a taxi i’m screaming from my ^Cbedroom window ^Feven if it’s gonna kill me ^Cwoke up this morning early before my family ^Ffrom this dream where she was trying to show me ^Chow a life can move from the dar^Gkness, she said to get better ^Cso i put a bullet where i shoulda out a helmet a^Fnd i crash my car cause^C i wanna get carried away that’s why i’m standing on t^Ghe overpass screaming at myself, hey, I WANNA GET BETTER