Atlas - My body is a hell

and i've been running out of pa^E/Btience Amaj7 AmMaj7 my poems aren't as clever anymore people say they're all too ho^E/Bnest Amaj7 AmMaj7 but honesty is all i can afford and maybe loss is not a ba^E/Bd thing Amaj7 AmMaj7 'cause maybe i can write these songs again or maybe now it's just a ^E/Bpastime Amaj7 Ama7 maybe i should treat it like a friend AmMaj7 a friend i won't see again cause^F#m i don'^Asus4t wann^E/Ba die but truly i don't ^F#mwanna ^Asus4be ali^E/Bve i wish that i could ^F#mvanish ^Asus4in my ^E/Bsheets and turn into the ^F#mpuddles ^Asus4on your ^E/Bstreet 'cause ^F#mi don't ^Asus4wanna ^E/Bdie but truly i don't ^F#mwanna ^Asus4be ali^E/Bve i wish that i could^F#m vanish ^Asus4in my ^E/Bsheets and turn into the ^F#mground be^Asus4neath your ^E/Bfeet 'cause i've been losing all my ^E/Bknowledge Amaj7 AmMaj7 sometimes i forget who i am and i'm in the ^E/Bmirror Amaj7 AmMaj7 but i don't recognize that man and my mom wanted a ^E/Bdaughter Amaj7 AmMaj7 but she'd think it was absurd 'cause as much as i feel ^E/Bdifferent Amaj7 Ama7 family won't accept those words AmMaj7 they won't love me if i'm her but ^F#mi just ^Asus4want to ^E/Bchange and everybody ^F#mtells me i^Asus4t's a ^E/Bphase i don't ^F#mfeel right ^Asus4as mys^E/Belf with my ^F#mfailing ^Asus4mental ^E/Bhealth and ^F#mi just ^Asus4want to ^E/Bchange but everybody ^F#mtells me ^Asus4it's a ^E/Bphase i don't ^F#mfeel right ^Asus4as mys^E/Belf my ^F#mbody ^Asus4is a h^E/Bell