AJJ (Andrew Jackson Jihad) - Big bird

I'^Cm afraid of the way I live my life. I'm ^Amafraid of the way I don't. I'm ^Fafraid of the things I ^Gwant to do but I ^Cwon't. I'm ^Cafraid of God. I'm afraid to believe and I'm ^Aafraid of all the loved ones that I've made leave. I'm ^Fafraid that my dog doesn't ^Glove me ^Canymore.

I'm ^Cafraid of the social laziness that let ^AmKitty Genovese die. And I'm ^Fafraid of the mob ^Gmentality that makes ^Cotherwise normal people go blind. I'm ^Cafraid of the way that the world works and I'm ^Amafraid of the words in my notebooks. I'm ^Fafraid that you all know ^Gthat I am a ^Cpervert.

But the big red ^Fbird that lives under the ^Gcity doesn't ^Amgive a damn ^Cabout me and it dies every ^Fnight. By burning ^Dmalive.

I'm ^Cafraid of my grandfathers cancer. And I'm ^Amafraid of my mom's dying arm. I'm ^Fafraid that I've somehow ^Gcaused my family ^Charm. I'm ^Cafraid that the ones I love won't have e^Amnough. I'm ^Fafraid that the ones I ^Glove won't have e^Amnough.

It's ^Fharder to be ^Gyourself than it ^Amis to be anybody else. ^FI wish I were a ^Glittle less of a ^Amcoward but the big red ^Fbird that lives under the ^Gcity doesn't ^Amgive a damn about me and it dies every ^Fnight. So I bought a ^Dmknife. I am a ^Cknife.