Vic Mensa - Theres alot going on

^C#mYeah, this just my l^Bife ^EFront to back, top to bottom

^C#mEverything's changing aro^Aund me ^EThese days don't feel the same ^C#mWe all lost faith and los^At family ^EWhy must we play this game? ^C#mLord have mercy ^Eon me I've been a sinning man C3m A Pull out my wings, jump off the bridge ^EAnd crash in a plane, if I never land

^C#mKnow I n^Aever ^Edie We live fo^C#mrever ^Ain my m^Eind And ^C#mI san^Actif^Ey We live for^C#mever, st^Aill a^Elive

^C#mThere's a lot going on but I stick to the ones I love ^BI never claimed to be a perfect man but name a great man who was ^C#mConsequences of my actions in the pa^Ast years had me stressing out ^EIt was like, May, I just moved to L.A., I was tryna figure it out ^C#mMedication for depression that I cut col^Ad turkey, had the kid manic ^EIn an episode out in Hollywood, wilding out like Nick Cannon ^C#mRailing Adderall pills out a dollar bill^B, on the bathroom floor ^EClean the whole mess up with my nose, what the fuck I need a vacuum for? ^C#mNew York City on my birthday, June 6th^A, 2014 ^EI had that first meeting with Hov, plus I brought out the whole team ^C#mI drank that whole bottle of D'usse Ty Ty ^Agave me that night ^EWhen we left the club, at the Rap Genius house me and shorty got into a fight ^C#mShe came out the room swin^Agin', hit me in the jaw I was really tryna fend her off But I ended up in the closet with my hands around her neck I was tripping, dawg ^C#mToo proud to apologize or empathize, I blamed it all on her ^ESaying that she hit me first, eve^Bn though she was the one hurt ^C#mI was really just re^Aflecting all the hurt that I was feeling from the band's rejection ^EWhen Kids These Days split, that shit felt like a c-section ^C#mAnd my infidelity and jealousy with N^Aatalie on top of the amphetamines ^EAnd the ecstasy had me tryna drown face down in the Chesapeake ^C#mThe next month I dropped "Down on My Lu^Ack" and had Europe going nuts ^EBut I couldn't even appreciate it at the time, I was going through too much ^ANow I had to leverage million dollar label deals on the table for my records ^EIn Ibiza eating paella on the ro^Bof, tryna choose over breakfast ^C#mHov wasn't with the bidding war, but I knew the Roc just felt right ^C#mWhen I saw Kanye at Wireless, without T-Pain, still a good life ^C#mFelt so close when Mr. Hudson i^Antroduced me to him backstage ^EHe prolly don't even remember that shit... like a bitch off Backpage ^C#mBut at that stage, I was ready to swi^Bng for the fence like a batting cage ^C#mAt the same time, I was winding down a ^Alow point in my addict phase ^C#mThe Adderall started wearing off and I went into a deep writer's block ^C#mAll over a song that I couldn't finish that I wrote^A about signin' to the Roc ^C#mIsn't that ironic? I was f^Aeeling so psych^Eotic ^C#mWith the whole world excited for me and my idol saying I got it ^C#mShit got bad out in L.A., so I moved b^Aack home to my mom's basement ^ELinked up with Smoko and Papi Beatz and took it back to basics ^C#mThen I wrote "R^Aage," that was me screaming out through the pain ^EAnd "U Mad," addressing my relationship with Natalie, it was too bad ^C#mThe violence and the lies slipped sui^Acide into my mental health ^EI did acid in the studio one day and almost killed myself ^C#mAs I started to fall apart, c^Aertain stars started to align ^EOm'Mas came to Chicago in January at the perfect time ^C#mHe said Kanye was working on an album, and U^Azi played him one of our songs ^EHe was tryna fly me out, nigga, it was goin' down like the Dow Jones ^C#mPulled up to Westlake, first d^Aay I was there, I recorded "Wolves" ^EI knew I was the one, like Neo meeting with the Oracle ^F#mBut I had to get a handle 'fore the door was pulled ^ACrawled out on SNL ^EAll the niggas hating on me back home lookin' at me like, "FML" ^C#mA lot of people coming out the wood like, "Let^A's work," tryna network ^EAll the pressure making my head hurt, the molly wouldn't let the meds work ^C#mAt this time it's like Feb. 1st to the 15t^Ah, and I'm still addicted ^EFrustrated, writing shit for Ye, tryna visualize someone else's vision ^C#mThen he laid that verse on "U ^AMad" and we made the shit the single ^BYe and Hov getting into it over me, tryna do a joint venture ^C#mAnd G.O.O.D. Music still fam, but it's that ^BRoc boy SAVEMONEY life ^ETook the bus out on the road for the Traf^Bfic tour, did a hundred nights ^C#mCleaned out my closet, I got rid of all of my demons ^EIf you learn one thing from my journey, nigga it's don't stop believing ^C#mWhen this shit got so suffocating I could barel^Ay even keep breathing ^EWrote my wrongs all in this song now I'd like to welcome y'all to my season Nigga I'm ^C#mgone ^{A E B C#m}

^C#mKnow I n^Aever ^Edie We live fo^C#mrever ^Ain my m^Eind And ^C#mI san^Actif^Ey We live for^C#mever, st^Aill a^Elive