Stabilo - Flawed design

^EmWhen i was a young boy I was ^Ghonest and i had more self cont^Drol If I was tempted I would ^Amrun ^EmThen when i got older I be^Ggan to lie to get exactly w^Dhat I wanted when I wanted ^Amit and i wanted it ^EmNow im having trouble differ^Gentiating between what I w^Dant and what i need to make me h^Amappy ^EmSo instead of thinking I just ^Gact before I have the chance to ^Dcontemplate the consequence of ^Amaction

^EmAnd I will turn off ^GAnd I will shut down ^DBurying the voices of my ^Amconscience hitting ground ^EmAnd I will turn off ^GAnd I will shut down ^DThe chemicals are restless in my ^Amhead

Cause I ^Emlie Not because i ^Gwant to but i seem to ^Dneed to all the ^Amtime Yeah i ^Emlie And i dont even ^Gknow it Maybe this is ^Dall a part of m^Amy flawed design

^EmAnd ever since i figured out that ^Gi could control other people ^DI've had trouble sleeping with both ^Ameyes closed ^EmAnd if i ask permission if i ^Gmake sure its okay I promise ^Di wont slip up this time you can ^Amtrust me ^EmBut never take advice from someone ^Gwho just admitted to being ^Ddevious Who just confessed to ^Amtreason ^EmAnd I would also never ask a qu^Gestion that i can not ask my^Dself for it might dirty up your ^Amconscience

Cause I ^Emlie Not because i ^Gwant to but i seem to ^Dneed to all the ^Amtime Yeah i ^Emlie And i dont even ^Gknow it Maybe this is ^Dall a part of my..

^CAnd how can you say those things why ^Amcant you just believe ^CAnd how can you say those things and keep a ^Amstraight face ^CAnd how can you say those things why ^Amcant we just believe ^CAnd how can you say those things and keep a ^Dstraight face

^EmAnd I will turn off ^GAnd I will shut down ^DBurying the voices of my ^Amconscience hitting ground ^EmAnd I will turn off ^GAnd I will shut down ^DThe chemicals are restless in my ^Amhead

Cause I ^Emlie not because i ^Gwant to but i seem to ^Dneed to all the ^Amtime Yeah i ^Emlie and i dont even ^Gknow it Maybe this is ^Dall a part of ^Ammy.. And i ^Emlie, and if i could con^Gtrol it, maybe i would ^Dleave this all ^Ambehind Yeah i ^Emlie, and i don't even ^Gknow it D Am Em (final strum) Maybe this is all a part of my... flawed design